New life, I guess?

Assalamualaikum and good night from me! Hee Hai guys, I miss my blog so much. Actually I am quite busy since this year is my last semester. After this, I will be going for practical for 3 months. In syaa Allah, please pray for my success! This year, turning into 20 yet I feel so young (perasan jap), but Alhamdulillah I managed to face the barriers and I feel so much better! Being into matured person is a good thing for me because I can be very independent person. I dont know why, when years past by, I have learnt a lot. I have learnt about "people", especially your so "friend". I have been stabbed, been ignored, and so forth. At that time, I feel so miserable and sad because I want to know why they did to me? I didnt think about jealousy or whatsoever but I wonder did they found their asset or goals whenever they did bad to others? Hmm, I am so blessed to have my family. They are my life supporter, whenever I have problems about studies or love, I will tell them about it but still I cant let it go. HAHAHA~ So cliche right? Sometimes, I feel bad to my parents, asking for money to buy food. University life is tougher than secondary. Once, I said to mom since at that time I have my finals so I said to her, I am fasting today. The reason I'm fasting because I dont have enough money. My mom actually mad because I didnt tell her the truth. I felt the burden~ I hope after I finish my diploma, In syaa Allah, I will go abroad to Switzerland to pursue my degree in culinary arts or pastry. I didnt decided yet. Urghhh, I am in delimma okayy~ The big news I want to tell you that I finallyyy get over him for 5 years. Give me applause! Haha! He has girlfriend, durr I am more beautiful than her, no doubt. KAHKAH! Being bitchy sometimes is good okay. Its good for your self esteem ;) Since I already get over him, I have found one guy. He is older than me, 4 years ;) For me, he is good looking and well mannered. I dont know whenever I saw him, I feel like "OMG OMG, I have to keep control of myself. Just smile at him" HAHA! Okay, then he saw and waved at me. I wanted to screammm out loud but the situation is not good. Sadly, he has girlfriend. His girlfriend is not that friendly and I guess she didnt like me? Who cares! The thing is, I already did Solat Istikharah. I feel so in peace. I hope he will be husband for future, Aminnn! Thanks for reading. Love each one of youu

Practical has ended.

Hello dear all! My internship finally ended~ Yeappy! Hehehe.. Anyway, when you have finished your practical sounds freedom right? Actually, its kinda boring because you have nothing to do. Nak kerja? Penat kot lepas 3 bulan kerja so skrg ni masa untuk siapkan report and etc. hehehee! Lepas ni nak masuk sem baru. Semester 4! Lagi 2 sem je tinggal. I hope I can go abroad after completed my diploma. Hmm, you know my love life? We are doing good actually~ Whatsapp ade, twitter pun ade. tapi jarang. I wanted to keep some distnce so that I wont get hurt that much. ;) Tu je la untuk skrg. Have fun you olls~