Salam 2228hours, 11th July 2018! Alhamdulillah, I am almost done with my degree and now waiting for internship. I have decided to intern in Shah Alam for 6 months and the salary is not bad. 🤣 My life is flowing better and sometimes hit by a rock but I don’t mind because it can good nor bad ☺️ As I will be turning 23 this year, I am quite scared to think about getting married and having a new family; nah, I just feel lonely sometimes as my friends mostly engaged with their love one. It is not like I am being jealous but soon or later I will be like them right? I just hope that I can get the best future husband; penyayang, taat dkt ibu bapa dan Allah swt, meninggalkan segala maksiat, pimpin ke jalan Allah, bawa saya dan anak anak ke syurga (in syaa Allah). I keep on praying for those things I wanted in my life but I know the time is not yet come. I know Allah is the best planner and he will grant all the wishes! I feel so sad and quite shocked because my ex will be getting married. We are in a good terms but I do not know why I felt like this. I already move on since 2014 and at that time, I was the happiest girl in the world! No burden, no crying in the middle night. I just need to be strong enough to handle my emotion well. Hmm, pray for me ya?
Wednesday, July 11, 2018
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